The thing about madness is that we live in a different reality from the rest of the people. We perceive things differently which leads us to react differently and naturally coming off as 'crazy'. If we can have a handle on it just enough to get by as normal for a little while more, the better. Or else things get real bad and that's when the anti-psychotic pills come into the picture.
Yet it's hard to stick to the pills because they make me so painfully aware that I'm stuck in a creative rut, colors get muted and words paint a duller picture.
So it's a choice and a sacrifice either way. I hope for the sake of my life my chemically off balanced brain makes the right one when the time comes.
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